View from Here

After I finish this blog entry, I'm going to start cleaning up the mess I call my life. Everything seems broken, missing, or disorganized. None of my Microsoft Office applications work; I have closets full of clothes I haven't worn since the 90's, most of what's behind doors or in drawers is a clutter of stuff I've forgotten I own.

This worries me because I wonder if this is an early sign of dementia. My mother is so busy cluttering up her life, I feel tired and drained being around her. Her stuff fills the spaces in my life too. And then there's the clutter of dead relatives lives - - all this bad energy.

Also, today I need to get serious about training for all the ambitious events I've committed to in 2007:

• the National Marathon in March
• Cherry Blossom in April
• Timberman Half-Ironman in August.

Yikes!